How I Felt After Not Giving You a Dollar
I am tired and sad.
I wonder if I will ever be happy
when everything is petty bullshit
and wasted time.
I should have just given you my dollar.
It made me feel selfish
I feel selfish all the time
I don't want money or a job
or to give up eight hours of my day
even though I'd only waste them anyway
I don't call that a choice.
I can't move
for anything big or small,
and no one will tell me why.
There is no freedom in this.
only static. empty noise.